Fell on black days

"whatsoever I've feared has come to life, whatsoever I've fought off became my life, just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile, sunspots have faded, now Im doing time.. Cause I fell on black days..."

- Soundgarden

Living in your letters

"Pouring over photographs.. I'm living in your letters.. Breathe deeply from this envelope, it smells like you & I can't be without that scent, it's filling me with all you mean to me.."

-Dashboard Confessional

Why?

maybe it's my fault? I don't know and I really don't understand why it had to be like this.. Life was going on smoothly and then suddenly the whole world stopped.. now, I'm all alone and completely lost.. I have no idea where to start and what to do to get back up.. The pain that I have, swallows my whole identity.. I'm back where I started.. drifting.. wasting away..