Nice to know you

"to obtain a birds eye is to turn a blizzard to a breeze.."

-Incubus

Elderly woman behind the counter in a small town

"I swear i recognize your breath
Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
Me, you wouldn't recall, for i'm not my former
It's hard when, you're stuck upon the shelf
I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate
Perhaps that's what no one wants to see
I just want to scream...hello...
My god it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are, and here i am
Hearts and thoughts they fade...away..."
-Pearl Jam

Teardrop

"Love, love is a verb. Love is a doing word, fearless on my breath..
Gentle impulsion, shakes me makes me lighter, fearless on my breath.."

"Teardrop on the fire.. Fearless on my breath.."

"Night, night of matter, black flowers blossom, fearless on my breath..
Black flowers blossom, fearless on my breath.."

"You're stumbling a little....."

-Massive Attack

To the end

"All those dirty words, they make us look so dumb.. Been drinking far too much, and neither of us mean what we say..
Well you and I collapsed in love and it looks like we might have made it, yes it looks like we've made it to the end.."

-Blur

Cross my heart

"Now and then, do you wash your hands on me again?.. Wish me anywhere but home, drunk and on the end of your phone..

From time to time do you guess what's really on my mind?.. Guess that "How you keeping now?", means "Where are you sleeping now?".."

-Everything but the girl

Sweetness

"So tell me what do I need when the words lose their meaning.
Yeah, stumble until you crawl.
Sinking into sweet uncertainty.
If you're listening.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
I'm still running away.
I won't play your hide and seek game.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
What a dizzy dance.
This sweetness will not be concerned with me."

-Jimmy eat world

Fell on black days

"whatsoever I've feared has come to life, whatsoever I've fought off became my life, just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile, sunspots have faded, now Im doing time.. Cause I fell on black days..."

- Soundgarden

Living in your letters

"Pouring over photographs.. I'm living in your letters.. Breathe deeply from this envelope, it smells like you & I can't be without that scent, it's filling me with all you mean to me.."

-Dashboard Confessional

Why?

maybe it's my fault? I don't know and I really don't understand why it had to be like this.. Life was going on smoothly and then suddenly the whole world stopped.. now, I'm all alone and completely lost.. I have no idea where to start and what to do to get back up.. The pain that I have, swallows my whole identity.. I'm back where I started.. drifting.. wasting away..